negitive x negitive = positive

negitive x negitive = positive

negitive x negitive = positive

i am
i am
the demon's spawn you see
you must
you must
beat and rape the soul out of me
leave me without a consense when i see you bleed
that it what you wanted me to be
but can't you see
i can love for it's not what you are
negitive times a negive equals a positve
your beatings and abuse will only make me rise like the antichrist

you filled my lunchbox with surenges and bullets
i only used them to kill the hatered you instilled into me
i am the one
you doped up before school
for this world can not handle me
so much fear i have over you
for you know i will suceed and
that is not what you wanted me to be

negitive times a negitive equeals a positive
for when i rise
i will be your antichrist
negitive times a negitive equals a postive

you can not stand to see me suceed
you made my childhood lower then hell
so don't you see i can only rise
i can not fall
and i will not stay on my knees
throw me away like a used up doll
for that is all that you wanted me to be
negitive times a negitive equals a postive
you can no longer hold me back
negitive times a negitive equals a positive
roit in hell for i saved you a spot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


(thanx mom for the inspiration)....




this i wrote a litlle more recently but it is in a devolping stage and needs alot of work and revisons done to it. I really don't have the time to work on it with the new poetry running throu my head that i would rather not lose track of.but basically the songs about my mother tring to turn me into a negive and with her being a negitive herself i come out a positive.

writen by:jeff sanfilippo
may 23 2008

the porn-o king

the porn-o king

middle school is so confusing when you don't know your sexuality
hit me up with five bucks and i'll fix you up.
i'm twelve years old with endless supply of smut.
i am your local
preverted virgin porn-o king
i know what you need
i am local
preverted virgin porn-o king
i was four years old when i saw my first porn-o
thats how i knew i love lesbians in bed
i am the guy your parents warned you about
your local preverted virgin porn-o king.
turning catholic school girls into sluts
your local
preverted
virgin king
i'm still a virgin but when i lose it
i'll know exactly what to do
i'm twelve years old
with eight years of watching educational videos
your local
preverted virgin porn-o king
watch out father for here i come
selling in the churches,schools and youth groups
your local preverted virgin
porn-o king of smut
i never discrimate
i even sell to fairy boys
i sell to pastors
i'm even selling to your daughter
mabey that's why she wants to fuck me
i am your
local
preverted
virgin
porn-o king
i even got a order from god





note on the porn-o king this is a song i wrote back in 2005/2006 i was hoping to someday start a band and it's the original verison of a song i wrote about a kid selling porn-o to other kids. much as i did myself. and in the song i talk about gaining popularty thro selling porn,no one really knew who i was until i started doing that and i thought this being one of my person favorites i.d share these these songs with my readers who i hope also enjoy my other blog manic fantasia.


writen by:jeff sanfilippo
june 18 2008